"Sometimes you just have to take the chance and leap, even if that means you'll fall right into an ocean of ugly."
-Shabnam Mashhoon

Shattered Pieces.

In your arms
Everything disappears.
All the hate and pain vanishes,
And the world thaws.

Its amazing
How I can be so down
One moment,
But then feel like I can fly the next.

It almost scares me.
No, it does scare me.
I'm afraid of what will happen
Without feeling this way again.

I feel whole for once in my life.
Through all the pain and hurt
I'm going through right now
I feel whole and it feels amazing.

I once said I felt broken.
And you said we'd pick up the pieces.
And it seems that actually happened.
I no longer feel broken.

I only have one fear.
When "us" will shatter to two separate words in no time,
To a merely "you" and "I",
My heart's stitches will undo themselves.

All I can say is I'm not ready.
I'm not ready to go back to that yet.
Of course I'll understand if you no longer want an "us" now...
Cause' I know, in the end, I'll always be the broken one.

Just wanted to say I love you.
Your happiness means everything.
So don't worry about me.
I've gotten used to being an ocean of shattered pieces.